So, I'm back! I guess! (WARNING MENTAL DUMP)

Yeah I have been gone awhile.
Reasons? Quite a few.

You see my mental state for...a LONG while, was very low. On the surface I put on a brave face, hunted for commissions, did my thing...but...uhh well...yeah that didn't work so well.
What I thought would be me staying busy turned into having no drive to draw and a bunch of commissions to do. I burned myself out and crashed HARD.
I didn't want to draw, he'll I just wanted to NOT for awhile. (And trust me, Covid did NOT help.)
But lately I have been turning my mental state on itself by getting a new hobby, Painting!
Yeah its weird but I can wined down thanks to painting, get my thoughts in order and relax.
Thanks to that I was able to sort myself out and finally finish a commission but also realize sone of the commissions I took on I had no drive to do. The need to get commissions no matter what was a huge mind set for me back then so now I see some of the requests and my desperation to say yes when I should of said no. (I'll explain at the end)

To sum it up I was not driven to make this my life as I thought. Doing commissions as a job when I am a B list artists at best.
I plan on doing more of my own stuff, passion projects in the future and relying on a real job to pay my bills unless I get a commission from one of my favorite customers on here or someone I look up to.
Other then that I am kinda closing my doors on commissions for a long while till I FINALLY dump all the art ideas I have stored up in my head.
That and get laid, (Jesus I need that right now...)

In short commissions I still have yet to finish. Please hold your rage. I plan on either finishing it or simply finding a way to reimburse or refund your commission. Some of the commissions I took on just don't sit well with me and make me feel uncomfortable doing (no names being mentioned)
So expect that.

In other news I will be trying to post not only sonic stuff but Furry stuff too, to bring in more fans and more people, after all we are all dirty pervs here.

I am happy to be back and I hope to keep drawing for you guys in a mindset that keeps me going strong and hard (like ma'dick, ~Ladies~ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) )

Anyway I am gonna just leave this here and hope people understand. I am back! That much is for sure.
Keep being pervs, stop being politically correct (your better then that.) And please be nice to one another in this time of hate and xenophobia towards our fellow men and women and that Technicolor in between. (Thanks Cell.)

I love you guys, be safe, horny and amazing.

And remember!

LIVE LONG, PLAY LONGER!!!

Fairwell!